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MESSY LIFE BECAUSE OF BAD DECISION.

  I’ve been sleeping and eating a lot these days. Only when Ramadan is around I didn’t immerse my face in food as much. But I still sleep a lot. Been acting like I’m fine but I am not. Tried very hard to cover my tears, but I couldn’t anymore. A few of my precious people noticed my emotion.   I know I shouldn’t be sleeping a lot during Ramadan. That equal to wasting Ramadan that is here just for a while and now that it only has a few days left, I should really make full use of it.   But I swear to Allah, I have been making a lot of du’a. Praying that my heart will once again fall in love with His love. Praying that once Ramadan go, I will end all the sins I’ve committed intentionally.   I want to be the old me back then when I was 18 and 19 years old. The time where i felt all my submission to Him was so genuine and sincere. At that time, all the ibadah that I perform are solely from my heart. Hoping nothing in return except his bless. Even though at that time, I nev...

SECRETS OF DIVINE LOVE BY A. HELWA

SECRETS OF DIVINE LOVE By looking at the picture of this book, I believe many of you know about it and it needs no introduction. This book so far has been criticized because the way the author words the message are controversial to an extend it may misdirect the readers. I have read many reviews suggesting to not read this one especially for readers who are lack of religious knowledge because the wording can be seen as if the author is just having fun with words. But I still wanted to suggest anybody out there who are curious to give this one a try, and if you find anything that spark your curiosity, do ask from those who are qualified to give you the answers, because so far, even after I finished reading it, all I can feel about the book are the author are trying to bring us to realize that our divine love is Allah and it is Him only. So far, I don’t feel like it is making me fall in love with the author, or about what the author mentioned, but throughout my reading, it only portray...

KEKOK BY AKIF BASRI

Pernah tak any of you here experience scene di mana kawan baik you or anyone around you nak luahkan perasaan tentang masalah-masalah yang dihadapinya tapi you macam tak tahu macam mana nak respond? Pastu you tersalah bagi respond pastu dia merajuk, making the situation awkward for both of you. Haa kalau anda-anda semua pernah rasa perasaan yang macam ni, jangan risau. Anda tidak bersendirian sebab saya pun samaa hahahaha. So, baru-baru ni saya baru selesai membaca buku Kekok tulisan Akif Basri dan kandungan buku ni sangat membantu dalam komunikasi dua hala dan jika diaplikasikan dalam kehidupan, Insya Allah segala rasa kekok ketika berdepan dengan kawan-kawan yang meluah perasaan pasti akan lebih mudah untuk diatasi. Saya beli buku ni tanpa expectation. Beli sebab rasa tajuk dan warna bukunya menarik. Langsung tak sangka yang isinya sangatlah berguna. Satu buku yang penuh dengan maklumat yang tak mungkin mudah untuk dapat kat tempat lain. Bertambah bernilai sebab penulisnya juga me...

LIGA PENDEKAR RAYA & KOLEKSI KOMIK TERBAIK AZHAR ABDULLAH

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Sebenarnya, beli komik ni kat #pbakl 2022 untuk anak-anak saudara. Tapi, hari tu belek-belek muka surat dia sikit-sikit ja. Jadi, kita yang dewasa ni kena baca dulu isinya sesuai ke tidak dengan budak-budak. 😊 So sementara menunggu waktu Asar masuk dan tak larat dah otak ni nak baca buku berat-berat, aku baca la komik ni. Satu ja nak cakap. Ku sangkakan untuk budak-budak ja tapi ni mak budak pun sesuai sangat baca. HAHA. Aku rasa aku tak jadi nak bagi kat anak saudara aku AHAHAHA. K dak gurau. Rasa nak follow up next series pulak sebab mantap pak Abu la komik dia ahahaha. Oh ya, komik ni himpunan komik-komik, jadi ada beberapa komik-komik berbeza dalam ni daripada pelukis yang sama. Dia bukan satu cerita ja. Okay, paham kan? Bahagian-bahagian depan komik ni pelukis ada perkenalkan sikit latar belakang diri. Rupanya beliau merupakan seorang pensyarah universiti. Patutlah padu isi komik ni. Sememangnya sesuatu karya yang dihasilkan oleh mereka yang profesional ada keunikan tersend...

EMPAYAR 3: HIKAYAT SAKA KETURUNAN RAJA

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  EMPAYAR 3: HIKAYAT SAKA KETURUNAN RAJA Finally guys! Penantian sudah berakhir ke? Tak jugak la ahahaha. Alhamdulillah Empayar 3 is here after beberapa tahun menunggu dengan penuh kesabaran. Rahsia-rahsia Aradhanapura dan nasib Sastra telah diceritakan dalam buku ni. Kalau sebelum ni dalam Empayar 1 dan Empayar 2, tema penceritaan adalah berkisarkan penunggang agama dan ajaran sesat di mana pada aku agak beratlah. Ada terbaca di goodreads yang sesetengah pembaca berpendapat Empayar 1 dan Empayar 2 agak preachy, tapi pada aku okay ja aku suka. Haha so yang ketiga ni tak berat, lebih kepada penyelesaian apa yang jadi dalam buku-buku sebelum ni. Cuma, kali ni Teme selitkan tentang kedaulatan melayu di bumi sendiri. Kedaulatan melayu tau bukan raja-raja melayu. (Lah risau takut ada yang trigger) Bila baca ni kita akan rasa amaze dengan betapa tingginya nilai budaya dan adat melayu yang ada. Contoh macam keris yang menjadi senjata utama dalam cerita ni, yang turut menjadi simboli...

Syazwan

  When I was 12, I witnessed a car accident with my own eyes. It was the last school day for the week. The day was bright and sunny. A perfect day to get your clothes dried. School finish at 1.15pm but my dad was running late to pick me up because he fell asleep. I believe he was tired. It was 1.50pm and only a few students left at the school. I waited outside the school compound just like the rest of the kids. There was marble benches and I sat on one of those, starring at the empty road. It was an urban area in Kedah. Outside the school compound, there were hawkers selling ice creams, candy, and some unhealthy fried food that we all love. There was a boy who were still in his school uniform was buying ice cream and after he had done, he was going to cross the road as he live just across the street. He looks left and right to make sure it is safe to cross. Like I said, the road was empty, so I guess he did so just to make sure it is really safe to cross. When he was crossing, ...

2022: Love Yourself

At the moment when I’m writing this, the exploding sound of the firecrackers is breaking the silent of the midnight. Its a sign that the new year is here. Who would have thought that we are still able to embrace another year.  2022. A new year. A new year means there will be new goals, or maybe revamped goals of last year(s). Whatever it is, it is okay. Honestly, I am a person who actually never care about having goals for new year. I don’t believe with the idea that we need to have a new year wish because I think new wishes, goals, or dreams are available to exist anytime throughout the year, does not necessarily at the beginning specifically. But this year, its a bit different. I have list of what I want to achieve and I am, so far, are encouraging myself to work towards it. Why the change? Is it because of a new year, new me thing? Hemm nope. I think its because I started to see the world differently, meaning from my own perspective. Or it just because I somehow understand the i...